A SCARY TIME

well a few days ago (last week, on the 7th march to be exact) i had to go to the mental health clinic for my yearly medical, ecg, height weight measured etc, and of courase, the dreaded bloods.....

it was a couple of different ppl doing it this time, so i told them i dont like it being done, stresses me out blah blah blah, which they sed was ok, theyd go slow etc

well it came time to do it, i warned the guy he'd struggle to find a vein, which he did at first, but after bout 5 mins of slapping my skin found a small puffy 1, (doing all this stresses me out as i dont like human contact- maybe i shudda told them that too!!!!!- didnt wanna appear to be a freak though)..... he sed he was 90% sure he cud do it, so i sed go for it, now or never kinda thing

well he got the needle in, and instantly i could feel something wrong, did he get it or didnt he? he wasnt sure, so did something, and yes he'd got it, but nope, too late...

i went deathly pale, clammy skin, sweaty, light headed, my vision went, not blurry, but kinda hazed and blotchy, so i told him to stop or i was gonna pass out, so he did, this was the worst id ever been with bloods before, they set the chair back and got me some water, i was still pale, they checked me over, and the woman cudnt feel a pulse!!!! she kept trying, still nothing, did a blood pressure reading and it had dropped to 90/80, which is kinda low, my stats were at 79-80, when they shud b in the high 90's

she looked at my ecg readins to notice they were abnormal, spo she went and got the inhouse dr, who also cudnt find a pulse ( me being me found this most amusing, as vampires dont have pulses!!).... after 10 or so minds color came back, stats went up, but then thwey jus dropped again, bk down to 80, so they decided to call an ambulance, when they got there, they asked the usuals, the clinic were outa their depths here, they r mental health specialists, not physical health specials, the paramedics eventualy found a pulse (yey) they did an ecg readin, which confirmed the clinics, abnormal results, pulse was thready, but my stats kept dropping in and out, heart rate up and down, pressure up and down, they cud not figure out what was going on.. eventually i was stablised, but they wanted to take me hops, where they said all that wud happen was a chest scan, ecgs, and more bloods, i laughed n sed it was the blood/needle that had got me in that state n didnt want a repeat, so they got me a drs appt, there and then (over the road) he did an ecg, didnt say anythin about it

im now awaiting an appt to go for bloods, due to the fact they cudnt get them, so im still needing them, and at end of the month i gotta go for another ecg...

all in all what usually takes me 40-50 mins took over 2 hours, and im no closer to knowing whats what.... all i can think of is its gonna mean going to thehospital, which is a huge no-no as i dont do strange places due to panic attacks/stress...

fun fun fun