AN UNCERTAIN FUTURE.....

Hello there people, so that header huh, yea, atm I'm not sure what is what.

You see, the other week I had a letter saying I needed to transfer over from ESA, to UC, which to my knowledge isnt as gd a benefit......BUT, as I had to I popped online to fill out the form, then later the following day had a email saying i had an appt at the job centre

And so, to yesterday, 1st off, an appt with a locum shrink standing in for my regular 1, half hour chat with her, stressed as it was someone new, then as i had my job center appt, i got the bus into town, another stress, im not keen on being on busses, as, well, they have people on them!!!!......., then jus hanging around town once id found a quiet spot away from the hustle bustle of people, then my job center appt, waiting in a building full of people, name got called, did what was needed, atm it was jus to prove i am who i say i am, which was a task in itself as i dont own a passport or driving thingy!!!!!, so no photo id, luckily they still accept birth certificates and bankcards!!!!...., then another bus home

all this was ofcourse made all the more dfficult when i discovered i totally forgot to charge my headfones, so they ied on me on my way in to town

So yes, why is it an uncertain future? well atm i dont know what im entitled to, how much cash ill get paid, how it effects getting my free meds (if i gotta start paying im screwed basically), i dont know if they r gonna want me to look for work, as the gov.mnt are tryna get everyone off benefits and into work ( like they dont seem to realise that some people are mentally unable to), will i still get my ESA till my UC kicks in, asmy 1st UC payment isnt due til dec13th!!!! thats like a moth without cash if not

very,very uncertain about alot of stuff,

shall leave it here, jus thought id update yall on my life atm

laters