An Update.... almost A Year Later

So!!!!!!..... I can't believe itsbeen best part of 10 months since my last post, why I hear you ask!!!..... OOOOOOOOOFFFFFFFFFFFF!!!!!!!!!

Well first off lets update you from my last post, I am now on UC, turns out im better off as I get the bonus with being unable to work cuz of mental health, so YEY!!!!..... I didnt get my last months ESA, nstead i had to apply for a short term 'loan' off the gov'mnt, jus £200 to make sure I cud pay my bills

I dont have to pay for my meds still, so again YEY!!!!!

Well while all thiswas happening i had applied for PIP again, sent off the request (you have to request to b able to apply!!!!!..... CRAZY......) I got that through, so i applied via the form,sent that off, had a fone call interview,which i hated, explained a tonne of stuff, and she told the ppl who decide the total opposite, stuf like I can plan a journey!.. i can hold a convo with the bus driver, I can dress my wash myself daily......

so as you can imagine with these lies i scored a big fat zero,i appealed, which took over 10 weeks, during which the the gov decided to screw the ppl with pip over, including those applying for it, so when ifinally found out, i sti scored a big fat zero.....

It totally messed with my head, how can someone with paranoid schizophrenia and social anxiety and depression, not score a single point and be denied?

Annnnyyyywayyyyy...... while all this was going on my nephew jus turned up ou the blue with his gf, and sed they'd come to stay with us for a while.......4 months, alot of shouting and arguments later, they finally left, stress, my nice clean room got junked up with all the stuf from the spare room so they cud have somewhere to sleep, the 2 extra pplstressed me out, it was stressing mum out, the bills like gas and leccy doubled, the bins were filling up almost straight away

And then it was over... for about 1-2 months, the nephew went to stay at afriendshouse in the country, till things kicked off there, and where did he go? riiiiiiiiight, yup straight bk to us, jus on his own though

And this is now our new life, being hotlliers to my nephew till his issues get sorted somehow (out of respect for him i wont go into details) , lots of stress, nothing being done that i was wanting to do, i constantly feel like im being watched

But dont get me wrong, its nice to see him,and it makes mum happy, but he can push his luck at times and out stay his welcome

Anyway, thats all that, the story of the past 10 months or so.... one good thing to come of it all is we now have a lil black cat in our lives, his name is Gus, and he is a terror as hes only 9 months old atm, hes a mummys boys for sure, even though he was bought with me in mind

here are some of the earlier pics we took of him, excuse the poor qual, wasnt a gd fone at the time