OH DEAR, IM SORRY

Well as you can see by the date on this, its been a while since iv posted on here, hence the title, im sorry ok, i always start with good intentions when i make promises, but for 1 reason or another i fall off the path......

So whats been going on with my life?... not much (try to look shocked), i got an exercise bike and got that set up jus after crimbo, but i am for various reasons struggling with it, jus mentally its not happening, my get up and go has got up and gone along time ago im afraid, when i do manage to feel decent enough to do it, i can do like 7-11 mins max, then my legs give way, then i lose all motivation to push harder, i dont find myself too outa breath, it jus hits me that i can no longer b bothereed to feel that kinda 'pain' well, discomfort really... 140 quid down the drain maybe? i hope not, hoping that small burst of maybe once or twicer a week till my mood lifts will be enough for now.

i mean the fact most days in not getting outa bed till gone 2pm doesnt help, spec wen im then still going bed at 7pm, a days worth of activities squished into 5 hours u see, it does wear me out...

after this post i got a couple of lil other posts i wanna do, 1 may cause concern, the other is jus a thing for me to vent.....

so what else? well my SAD is coming to an end, not that ud think so with the 2pm rises, but im finding wen im up at night and thru the day im bein a bit more motivated to do stuff, atm mostly is emulator type things, learning pc stuff and learning techniques for vlogs

thisd past weekend for eg, i created some intro's for my channels, nothin major but im quite happy with the results in the VIDEO's, iv yet to decide on the audio for them though, like do i do stuff to go with the theme of the channel, or the intro movie, or do i find a piece of music i like that i can use accross the 3 channels.... its proving a hard choice.........

anythin else? well no not really, in response to that previous blog im still not leaving the house much!

Oh yea there is the small matter of my hair!!!!! as you all should know by now iv donned the same hair-do for neigh-on 15-17 years now, sadly my hairline isnt liking this, yea balding is getting even worse, so it might be coming to an end, in response to this iv bought 1 of those skull shaver type things, no i dont mean clipers, theres a few product, like pitbull, skull shaver, and the 1 i got groom, thats basically a motor with a multi foil razor head on it (like the kind u get on phillishaves/electric shavers).... so im gonna b going bald mite aswell go with it i say!!!!

i think thats pretty much it for now, as always ill promise to try and use this thing more often!!!!!